I am jealous
and greedy
and angry
and I hurt

I love
and I hate
I mean well
but manipulate

I am confused
and riddled with doubt

of course I am
I am after all
only human

and yet

I long
I yearn
i aspire
to be compassionate
to be creative
to be whole
to be infinite

I am spiritual too
I am two
but one must live
with the other
with compassion
with forgiveness
till I am
only one
but till then
I must learn
to be two

I am after all
only human